Vent time

Okay so I'm a nice guy you know when asked to do things I do them, but this "nice guy" is going to fucking snap: okay in 2013 my Family was able to upgrade phone  but they only two phones in the store and there was my mom, brother and I (My Dad was over seas) so being the nice guy I am I let my brother and mom get the new phones under the assumption that I would get one you later that week, it's fucking 2015 and I still don't have an Upgrade, but you know what if I had taken the offer to upgrade and my mom hadn't you know she would've gotten it that next fucking week, oh and get this so my brother started playing lacrosse, fine that's what he wants to do, but he needs the stick and the gear and all this shit upwards of three hundred US dollars and when I ask for a USED 3DS, one hundred US dollars I get this "That's too much" Yeah mom REALLY feeling the love here, I swear if they're trying to make me learn a lesson, the only thing I'm learning is that as a first born you get shafted and tossed to the fucking side

I'm sorry everyone but if I didn't write this journal I think I'd do something I'd regret so you can ridicule me or pity me I don't care

(don't worry about my mood and stuff I'm putting them like that to make me feel better)